urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grenademouth grenademouth grenademouth 2008-04-12T08:40:37Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grenademouth:1347 2008-04-12T08:40:37Z 2008-04-12T08:40:37Z i leave to fix my heart<br />to fix my head.<br />to heal strong.<br />to run myself through the wall again.<br />to show myself.<br />to be better.<br />to feel the pain i've caused.<br />to learn to be careful.<br />to tcb.<br />to heal strong. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grenademouth:1123 2008-04-08T22:59:39Z 2008-04-08T22:59:39Z i love believing<i> "the" </i>ever-expanding lake of shit is not lapping at my high-tops, only to find that i am drowning.&nbsp; <br /><br />Yep. That's me.&nbsp; The off-duty lifeguard. drunk and drowning.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />This time I've really done it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grenademouth:875 2008-04-08T05:18:11Z 2008-04-08T05:18:11Z jay fucking morgans <b><font size="2"> and i like the way it feels when you talk to me<br /> i did too much cocaine and now i'll never sleep<br /> and if i wait the whole night i still won't get it right<br /> just please don't leave<br /><br /> i'd be like my father but there's no such thing<br /> and i like the way you're looking but you're glancing nervously<br /> and if i wait the whole night i still won't get it right<br /> just please don't leave<br /><br /> and you feel like a breeze<br /> at least you do to me<br /> and ask me what i'd do you for and i'll tell you "anything"<br /> and if i wait the whole night i still won't get it right<br /> i lost at me</font></b> <br /><br />themorgansproject.com urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grenademouth:591 2008-04-08T03:10:20Z 2008-04-08T03:10:20Z nuerosis a fever. my thoughts are filled with odd imaginings of a heated head.